Reading Aeschylus’s play Agamemnon today, I was most touched by the portion where the clairvoyant Cassandra waxes poetic about her impending doom. She says:
Why am I then so pitiful? Why must I weep?
…I will go through with it. I too will take my fate.
I call as on the gates of death upon these gates
to pray only for this thing, that the stroke be true,
and that with no convulsion, with a rush of blood
in painless death, I may close up these eyes, and rest. (1286-1294)
I’m not sure if such an attitude predicts Roman Stoicism or is simply fatalistic, but her frank courage in facing an imminent and ignominious death reminds me of a few of the prophets in the Book of Mormon, men who similarly looked down the barrel of immediate demise and never blinked. Unlike Cassandra, though, their motivating characteristic is in no doubt: they trusted God implicitly and thus had no reservations about going full speed ahead on the errands to which He had appointed them.
Take three representative examples. First, Abinadi. As this lone, wild man confronted the court of wicked King Noah, a prisoner, surrounded by those who had chosen to hate him and set themselves against him, he withstood their taunts and tempts with nothing more than teaching and testimony. At one point, he speaks the truth so boldly that he radiates holiness, stunning his would-be adversaries. He remarks on this condition, their physical inability to reach out and kill him, but then says, “But I finish my message: and then it matters not whither I go, if it so be that I am saved” (Mosiah 13:9). Before continuing his doctrinal dissertation, he then adds that what they do to him would be a type of how they themselves would die.
Abinadi knew that he was being preserved by divine power, but he also knew that such protection was temporary, that it would only last until the mission was done. If that had been me, I might have been tempted to draw out the lesson a little bit! Abinadi, however, calmly and confidently finished his message, knowing full well that after he’d delivered it, the Lord would then let him suffer the death his listeners were so eager to mete out. Did he resent that? Was he afraid? No. As he’d said, being saved is all that matters.